Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Waiting

So, yesterday, I went for an MRI to hopefully determine what is the cause of my tremendous pelvic pain. At times, it is excrutiating. Our summer has been spent wondering what Mama was up to doing and if she slept the night before. How sad I am, for my children, that my health challenges have severely altered the "plans" I had for their summer. There were some fantabulous activities in this head of mine! And, of all things, this was the first out of twelve summers that we finished all of our school work without carrying even one page past June 3rd. At least we've been together, A LOT! And, that's the way I LOVE it . . . together!

Oh yeah, results from the MRI probably won't be ready until Friday. The waiting is hard. But then, I'm not sure I really want to know the answer. Hmmmm . . . I trust.

One other thing . . . From the very depths of my heart, THANK YOU! Thank you to those who have sent me encouraging notes. I appreciate each of them and hold them close. Your words have uplifted me during a very very hard time. Thank for reaching out to me, even when my last post came off the keyboard in a rather fast furry of clicking. I apologize if it wasn't "nice".

4 comments:

  1. I'm continuing to pray for you! I pray for a good result of the MRI but also that it would be conclusive and give you and your doctors some answers as to what is causing you pain and would allow the doctors to have a clear direction in how best to treat you.

    I'm glad to hear that you sound a little more upbeat. But, please don't apologize for the honesty in your last post. The reality is that sometimes the world and all it's worries & problems seem to threaten to crush us. I know that feeling of despair and desperation.

    But, I hold on to this promise (as I know you do too), that He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world.

    May the rest of your week be blessed! And, please keep us updated. :)

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  2. Praying, praying, praying for God's peace for you as you await these results. I love the music you have on your playlist. Right now "I Need You Jesus" is playing. "There is no other name by which I am saved" "I need you Jesus to come to my rescue". Keep trusting sweet sister! Much love to you!

    My husband just came in and I told him what I was doing. He said to tell you to research MCP(modified citrus pectin). He was reading about it and it planning on giving it to his father for his cancer. Something about it stopping the cells.

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  3. I pray that you get good news.
    Jan

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  4. hi from your heart neighbor on the other end of the state.
    Thank you that you share so honestly. I know we can't talk often so I check her instead to see how one of our favorite families are doing.
    Praying for peace as you wait.
    Tami

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So glad to hear from you! ~The Mama